Fear Of Being Judged

For years, hitting the ‘post’ button was one of the scariest things for me. Whether I was uploading a video on YouTube, sharing my writing, or putting my art out there, I battled the same thoughts over and over again. Looking back, I realize I wasn’t alone, many of us wrestle with these fears.

Ironically, I have never been a people pleaser. I may actually be the opposite if the opposite exists. I was taught young that it is impossible to please everyone and even if you are your most genuine and loving self, others may not find your personality to be their cup of tea. Still this understanding did not stop me from feeling like others were judging me. Especially after submitting my life to Christ and using my media platforms to minister to others. This feeling was not just through social media but also in person. When it came time to record in public places or share testimonies with people face to face, the fear of being judged loomed over me.

Whenever I pictured people viewing my reels or scrolling past my posts with an eye roll, I hesitated to share anything. The thought of overhearing disapproving whispers in public was even more daunting. There were times when God gave me a pressing message, but I suppressed it, silencing my spirit and allowing that fear to dominate.

Over time, I've realized that others' opinions of me or my work do not determine my worth. My value is anchored in Christ, and if He was hated enough to be killed, why should I be surprised by the world's disapproval of me? My experiences and what I have to share are part of my reality and cannot be invalidated. While I continue to learn and grow, I also inspire and encourage others along the journey.

Today, I want to encourage you once more to lay your fears at the feet of our Father. Do not let them prevent you from displaying the glory of God. 1 Timothy 1:7 reminds us: “God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.” And Romans 1:16 urges us to be unashamed of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

I’m so grateful for this platform. If fear has ever held you back, stay tuned as we learn to conquer more fears, one post at a time. See you soon, Faithful People!